Sunday, May 16, 2010

Too Consumed

When there is a lot on my mind, its impossible to write. Its impossible to even think of things to write. Its actually irritating to sit down and write this blog and know that they are people sitting at computers tomorrow thinking, 'God, Jennie really wrote something dumb today. I hope its better tomorrow."

While the public forum has certainly encouraged me to keep writing. Has made me accountable. I certainly don't want people to know that I don't follow through with my promises, even over-the-top, bit more than I can chew types of challenges.

Lately it has been preschools. Every time I think I have made the right decision and picked the right one, something happens that makes me completely change my mind. Tomorrow I am hoping to sign Josie up for her last and final preschool. A school that Owen can go to the next year. And hopefully a school where I can make some friends of my own.

Hopefully signing her up for the school will free my mind to return to my witty writing ways. At least until the next decision needs to be made, at which point my thoughts will be completely consumed and my writing will suffer.

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